By the Author / Source: abuaram.site I no longer cry tears; I weep without a drop. I feel the urge to cry, yet I find myself completely unable to shed a single…
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Between the Illusion of Alliance and the Reality of Racism: Why Those Betting on Israel Are Mistaken—and My Suffering as a Palestinian
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Surprisingly, certain groups within Arab countries glorify the State of Israel, including minorities such as the Druze and Kurds, as well as several other Arab factions….
Absent Friends… Thank You for Leaving… And in Praise of Healing
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Where have my friends gone?! I haven’t heard from them in a while; they’ve simply disappeared. Even though they were awful and useless, I had grown…
A Father Behind the Veil of Disorder: My Struggle for Engy, Aram, and Adam… Eight Years to Forty… and a Journey Toward Healing
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site I fear losing the comfortable and good things in my life. I truly value this current phase and feel that I am receiving solid treatment—one I…
The Thrill of Escape: Memoirs of Planning for Freedom Behind Asylum Walls
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Every time I was admitted to the psychiatric hospital, the very first thought that crossed my mind upon waking up on day one was escape. That…
Between the TV Screen and the Shadows of Psychosis: My Story with the Presenter Who Called My Name… and Memoirs of a ‘Ghost’ on the Highway
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site During one of the periods of my illness, while I had stopped taking my medication for several weeks, I was living alone at home. I would…
The Failure to Quit: When Medication Becomes an Inescapable Destiny
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site At many stages of my life, I was consumed by a strong desire to stop taking my psychiatric medications. Yet, every single time I tried, I…
Childhood Innocence and Social Dogma: An Atheist Father’s Struggle in a Religious Environment
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site My five-year-old son, Aram, asked me what God looks like. I told him I didn’t know. He said he would search Google, and Google Images showed…
To My Jewish Friends: Truth Above Friendship… and the Confessions of a Human Seeking Life
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site To my Jewish friends: I have always felt affection toward you and perceived something truly beautiful within your souls. Recently, however, I have noticed that you…
Financial Security: Between a Mother’s Care and Harsh Reality
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site I have never managed to save a single penny in my entire life. Although I have successfully accomplished many things, saving money is one area where…