By the Author / Source: abuaram.site After six days of taking my full medication dose morning and evening, I began to feel a radical shift; my mind has become completely clear and…
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Between the Power of Medication and the Noise of Spirits: A Night in the Presence of Entities
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site It has been a week since I started taking my medication at its full dose. During this period, all the voices in my head—the voices of…
The Mohammed I Do Not Know: When Schizophrenia Leads You into Danger… Is It Sorcery or Dissociation? My Story with the Persona That Took Over Me
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site In a state of dissociation, orders echoed relentlessly in my head: Mohammed will go to a specific area; Mohammed wants to leave; Mohammed hesitates to go…
Prisoner of the Map: Two Years of Deprivation from My Old Homeland… Why Are They Denying Me Life? A Letter of Protest to the World
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Damn the Jews! It has been more than two years and I am still banned from going to my homeland, where my old familiar soul dwells,…
On My Stolen Freedom: A Cry from the Heart of Israeli Restraints Under the Collective Punishment Targeting My Palestinian Identity
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site The racist policies of the Jews harm all Palestinians. Although most Palestinians may not feel the impact of these policies to the same extent that I…
Escaping the Cursed Medications: The Quest for a Lost Balance
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site About two weeks in, I began finding it difficult to think or even feel hunger, a consequence of taking my medications morning and night. I do…
Beyond Wise Calm: What You Don’t Know About the Provoked Ferocity… and My Unbroken Awareness
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Throughout my life, I have been peaceful and wise—avoiding harm and trouble, understanding my limits, and remaining fully conscious of the consequences of any mistake I…
Thirty Days of Adherence: How the Full Dose Gave Me a New Life… and the Ever-Present Star in the Time of Treatment
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site It has been nearly a month since I started taking my full doses of a mood stabilizer, an antipsychotic, and an antidepressant, twice daily (morning and…
Rising from the Ashes of Trauma: My Journey to Reclaiming the Soul’s Essence and Escaping the Shell of Fear
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Excessive fear can be deeply detrimental to an individual, stealthily taking control of our subconscious and driving us to overreact in ways that destroy our psychological…
My Good Medications: Reclaiming Myself from the Clutches of Schizophrenia
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site To me, football is the most absurd game in the world. It is astonishing how immensely popular and enjoyable it is to such a vast majority…