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By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Once, a Jewish man told me that my people were backward, as if their souls and degraded minds held no value in their view. He told me, “Don’t worry about them,” as though they

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By the Author / Source: abuaram.site In the past, during my episodes of schizophrenia, my mental perceptions lacked logic, structure, and coherence, and I was overwhelmed by delusions. I lacked the self-awareness to realize that my thinking was distorted. My

By the Author / Source: abuaram.site When someone falls to the rock bottom of illness, returning to a completely normal state becomes difficult—if not impossible. A part of them will remain sick under all circumstances and through every form of

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By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Throughout my entire life, I have moved from one house to another, staying in my deceased father’s home only during the first eight years of my childhood. Numerous other houses followed, most of which