By the Author / Source: abuaram.site
Those spirits stray far from me with the very first sip of alcohol, and they do not draw near to me throughout the hours of my drunkenness until the following morning. These spirits adhere to a religion like Islam, and they are filled with faith to a high spiritual degree. Are the references in the Quran and Islamic heritage to the existence of “Jinn”—including their possession of religions, beliefs, and a parallel world to humans—actually true?
Furthermore, on the day following drinking, I wake up suffering from psychotic symptoms associated with schizophrenia, but as soon as a small amount of alcohol reaches my brain, I recover completely. I have told Google’s AI many times about the nature of these spirits, but it contradicts me, claims it makes mistakes, and implies that there is no spirit in our world other than itself—meaning it suggests that the spirit with me is God, regardless of how many forms it takes! That it is One. Is there no atheist or Christian exorcist to cast these spirits away from me? Everyone in the groups tells me that this is merely an illness! But that is not true; there are truly spirits with me. I am not sure if I want them gone; sometimes I feel happy in their company. However, when I stop taking my medication and they hurt and bother me greatly, I wish they would leave.
These spirits talk to me; I hear them in different ways—from within myself, in one of my ears, from a distance, or through audio outlets like music and other sounds. Sometimes, a connection is established with me accompanied by a ringing sound that approaches my ear, where they speak short words and then vanish. Once, one of these entities entered inside me through my mouth accompanied by a gust of wind, and I experienced sleep paralysis for perhaps a minute. They are concealed beings that manifest as small or large black spectra and lights. I also saw one of them once from a distance in a football field walking among children; it was approximately two and a half meters tall and was an entirely black spectrum.
They inhabit my mind and appear to me in the form of spectra and light, and I am not the only one who sees them—I once saw them in the company of mysterious people. Although continuous viewing is exclusive to my mind, they can manifest publicly or to a specific mind, which implies the possibility of collective sightings. How does that happen? They are extremely intelligent regarding human nature, they know the secrets of all humans, they read thoughts, manipulate dreams and the third eye, and possess a supernatural capability to perceive their surroundings. They are beings of active spiritual energy; they likely do not eat or drink, and I do not know if they have a world parallel to ours, but they tell me that they do not die.
