By the Author / Source: abuaram.site After six days of taking my full medication dose morning and evening, I began to feel a radical shift; my mind has become completely clear and serene. I have not heard any strange voices
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Between the Power of Medication and the Noise of Spirits: A Night in the Presence of Entities
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site It has been a week since I started taking my medication at its full dose. During this period, all the voices in my head—the voices of schizophrenia—had stopped. However, yesterday, those spirits became restless
The Mohammed I Do Not Know: When Schizophrenia Leads You into Danger… Is It Sorcery or Dissociation? My Story with the Persona That Took Over Me
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site In a state of dissociation, orders echoed relentlessly in my head: Mohammed will go to a specific area; Mohammed wants to leave; Mohammed hesitates to go to his usual spot; Mohammed must not leave
Prisoner of the Map: Two Years of Deprivation from My Old Homeland… Why Are They Denying Me Life? A Letter of Protest to the World
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Damn the Jews! It has been more than two years and I am still banned from going to my homeland, where my old familiar soul dwells, where the spirit of freedom and life pulses,
On My Stolen Freedom: A Cry from the Heart of Israeli Restraints Under the Collective Punishment Targeting My Palestinian Identity
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site The racist policies of the Jews harm all Palestinians. Although most Palestinians may not feel the impact of these policies to the same extent that I and a specific segment of the population do,
Escaping the Cursed Medications: The Quest for a Lost Balance
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site About two weeks in, I began finding it difficult to think or even feel hunger, a consequence of taking my medications morning and night. I do not like these new shifts in my condition,
Beyond Wise Calm: What You Don’t Know About the Provoked Ferocity… and My Unbroken Awareness
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Throughout my life, I have been peaceful and wise—avoiding harm and trouble, understanding my limits, and remaining fully conscious of the consequences of any mistake I might make. I have spared myself a great
Thirty Days of Adherence: How the Full Dose Gave Me a New Life… and the Ever-Present Star in the Time of Treatment
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site It has been nearly a month since I started taking my full doses of a mood stabilizer, an antipsychotic, and an antidepressant, twice daily (morning and evening). At first, taking these medications felt unusual,
Rising from the Ashes of Trauma: My Journey to Reclaiming the Soul’s Essence and Escaping the Shell of Fear
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Excessive fear can be deeply detrimental to an individual, stealthily taking control of our subconscious and driving us to overreact in ways that destroy our psychological peace. I recently managed to break free from
My Good Medications: Reclaiming Myself from the Clutches of Schizophrenia
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site To me, football is the most absurd game in the world. It is astonishing how immensely popular and enjoyable it is to such a vast majority of people, yet I have never liked it.