By the Author / Source: abuaram.site I feel that I influence others—that my abnormal feelings, resulting from my illness or the medications I take, affect those around me. I experience involuntary facial expressions such as smiling, staring, making nasal sounds,
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site It has been six days since I stopped taking my psychiatric medications. Some days, I quit them completely; on other days, I am forced to take the lowest possible dose of an antipsychotic just
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site A profound shift has occurred in my psychological and mental state over these past two days, worsening drastically; my mind feels deeply sick. I have begun expressing my weakness, exhaustion, and fatigue, in stark
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Recently, ever since I stopped taking my medication, I’ve noticed that my emotions have been strongly drawn back toward the psychiatric hospital. It is as if my subconscious is replaying memories of that terrifying
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Early in my life, as a young child, I lived with my family in my late father’s house. I left that home when I was eight years old. The reason was my father’s brother—my
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site It has been two days since I resumed taking my medication after a brutal ten-day interruption. During that period, my mental state deteriorated significantly, leaving me severely exhausted and drained. The distressing voices inside
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site The last time I was admitted to the psychiatric hospital—when they initially refused to take me in on the first day, claiming I was an alcoholic who belonged in a rehabilitation center—they forced me
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site The possibility of aircraft reading my thoughts from the sky is questionable. In human mind-reading experiments, researchers typically need to place a person under equipment touching their head, or perhaps plant a remote communication
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site I abandoned friendships back in my adolescence and never once felt the desire to befriend anyone. I retreated into isolation from the age of fourteen until my early twenties, where my only companions were
By the Author / Source: abuaram.site Through my long struggle with illness, I crafted a safe space of my own—one that evolved through gradual, incomplete stages over many years. In the beginning, I was constantly confronting symptoms, striving to forge
