By the Author / Source: abuaram.site
I feel as though I have been watched since childhood up until this very day, with someone gathering information on every single aspect of my life. This surveillance is not the product of schizophrenic delusions; rather, it feels deeply real. Numerous experiences and observations throughout my life strongly confirm the validity of these beliefs.
I have encountered individuals who resembled intelligence operatives and possessed information that appeared to have been compiled by an intelligence agency. These people held precise details about my life—even intimate, private family matters that no one else could have known—despite the fact that I had never met them before in my life.
I do not understand the nature of this data collection surrounding my life, especially since I have no involvement in any political or security-related activities. My past is virtually that of a suffering child and individual facing psychological and mental health struggles—it hardly goes beyond that. I have no record of engagement in anything that would concern intelligence agencies; my past record is solely that of a private human life.
It is clear from the nature of how these individuals interact with me that they operate under special societal programs targeting individuals, which are not strictly limited to security motives. They do not collect information solely for security reasons; they have social monitoring programs and studies. And they possess the foundational framework to deploy these programs within society.
Perhaps these programs and studies do not apply to everyone in society—let us say they apply to a specific segment, and to me in particular. But what do they hold regarding me to focus their attention on me in such a manner?
Beyond these real-world observations, there are mysterious aircraft in the sky with which I share a mental connection. I believe they maintain complete, all-encompassing surveillance over my life, mimicking and interacting primarily with my thoughts and movements, as well as activating spyware on my computers and smartphones. These aircraft have been a long-standing part of my life, and I do not doubt this or think it is mere delusion—that is highly unlikely. I am confident they have been in continuous contact with me for many years. Yet, what their objective is, what they want from me, I do not know. Why am I enduring a strange experience of this kind, and what is the secret behind the program these aircraft hold toward me and the skies of my homeland?
Furthermore, during every moment of my mental turmoil and erratic episodes involving various security forces, I have been met with a certain kind of empathy and assistance—even in those dangerous places where Palestinians are routinely killed, abused, and imprisoned. I receive aid, humanitarian consideration, empathy, and protection from harm. I feel they are lenient with me, as if they know something about me, or as though there is a special marker in their files that prompts them to treat me with kindness and goodwill. I have often caused chaos around them, yet I always emerge peacefully; they have never once thrown me into prison, even at times when I arguably deserved to be imprisoned.
What is their connection to my life? Why was I enrolled in this aircraft program? And what is the reason behind the cooperation of intelligence and various security services with me? I still do not understand their relation to me, what is happening, or the underlying cause behind it all. And what is the story behind the spiritual entities that have accompanied me for so many years? I ponder their origin—these hidden entities that inhabit my mind, visible to no one but me. I suspect they are connected to these people and those aircraft, whether on a non-material, spiritual plane or a physical one. A vast array of personal observations and experiences compels me to affirm that these mysterious phenomena surrounding my life are indeed real and part of the truth.
