By the Author / Source: abuaram.site
Once, a Jewish man told me that my people were backward, as if their souls and degraded minds held no value in their view. He told me, “Don’t worry about them,” as though they were intellectually inferior to a sickening degree. Similarly, my spiritual friends are hostile toward my Palestinian people.
My spiritual friends do not value the general mindset or private thoughts of the people; they view them as intellectually backward groups, lacking intelligence and proper awareness. There is a flaw in their thinking and a closed-minded adherence to unproductive ideas among my people.
Jewish individuals have been tracking my life since my childhood, gathering information on everything related to it. This monitoring is not the result of schizophrenic delusions, nor does it stem merely from the fact that I am a Palestinian who saw Jews as the root of the problem in my homeland.
I have met with Jews referred to as settlers, and I found that they possessed information that appeared, on the surface, to have been gathered by an intelligence agency. These settlers held precise details about my life, even sharing intimate family-related information with me.
I do not understand the nature of this data collection by the Jews regarding my life, especially since I am an individual with no involvement in any political or security activity. My past is essentially that of a child and a suffering individual with psychological and mental health issues—it goes no deeper than that. I have no record of involvement in anything concerning the State of Israel. My past record is strictly that of a private individual.
It is clear from the nature of the actions directed at me by the Jews that they operate special programs aimed at Palestinians, which are not limited to security reasons alone. They do not collect information solely for security purposes; they have social monitoring programs and studies. They know the foundational principles required to implement these programs among Palestinians.
Perhaps these programs and studies do not apply to all Palestinians; let us say they apply to a specific segment, and to me in particular, for example. So the question arises: What do they have regarding me that causes them to focus their attention on me in this manner?
Beyond these practical observations, there is my involvement in a mysterious drone/aircraft program—the program that hangs over the head of every Palestinian on the ground—which is designated to simulate interactions with my life and mind, alongside activating spyware on my computers and smartphones!
Furthermore, during every moment of my mental instability and personal turmoil involving various Israeli state security apparatuses, I receive a kind of sympathy and assistance—even in those dangerous places where Palestinians are typically killed, mistreated, or imprisoned. I receive humanitarian aid and service, empathy, and protection from harm.
This issue is not limited to intelligence agency intervention in my real life while I am struggling in my homeland; the police forces and everything connected to them deal with me differently. I tell you, I have often caused chaos toward them, yet I always emerge peacefully. They have never once thrown me in prison—even though at certain stages, I deserved to be jailed!
Regarding what that Jewish man told me about my people being backward, and that their thinking yields no positive or good results, I do not doubt this much. I feel this every day in my life among these people. They have a problem and a deficiency; they barely rely on intelligent, sound thinking for their reality and future. They focus on trivial matters, failing to comprehend or grasp what is happening around them. They lack genuine openness, remain closed off, deal with low-level matters, and do not understand the root of problems or a proper vision.
Israel initially expected a different reaction from the Palestinian people, as it did not anticipate that reality would become what it is today. The Israeli state was established in 1948, whereas the construction of the separation wall—which fully restricted Palestinian life—began in 2002. This means Palestinians lived for nearly 54 years alongside the Israeli state without this wall, and everyone lived with relative freedom at that time. Back then, I could walk to the nearest bus station and travel far into Israeli territory; the wall is not far from my home.
The wall signifies that Israel adopted a new, systemic, and segregationist framework against Palestinians long after its establishment, a system that continues to this day. Those Palestinians were akin to ISIS and Al-Qaeda suicide bombers; they used to blow themselves up among innocent people in Israeli cities. Palestinians are their own kind of terrorists in the modern era. Around the time Al-Qaeda emerged, Palestinian terrorists became active in waves of terror against Israelis.
The Palestinians are the ones who shaped their current future with the State of Israel. For 54 years, Palestinians did not know this system following the establishment of Israel. Perhaps massacres occurred before the state’s establishment and at its height, but Israel left them for 54 years under a fair system. However, Palestinians were not content to live in peace with it and did not accept reality. They resorted to continuous terrorism against the State of Israel, which then imposed upon them this new system that Palestinians still weep over today.
Between all of this, what that Jewish man told me about my Palestinian people, the nature of the Jews’ involvement in my life, why I was brought into the drone program, the reason various intelligence and security services cooperate with me, and what Palestinians did to shape their own future under Israeli rule—despite the state offering them many opportunities that they failed to utilize and threw away—much of this seems accurate and precise regarding these people. Nevertheless, I still do not understand what connection Israel and the Jews have to me, what is actually happening, or what the underlying reason behind all of this is.
