{"id":1141,"date":"2026-08-28T10:10:09","date_gmt":"2026-08-28T10:10:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dev95.site\/?p=1141"},"modified":"2026-08-28T10:10:22","modified_gmt":"2026-08-28T10:10:22","slug":"beyond-the-worlds-noise-how-i-created-my-own-world-away-from-people","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dev95.site\/ar\/beyond-the-worlds-noise-how-i-created-my-own-world-away-from-people\/","title":{"rendered":"Beyond the World&#8217;s Noise: How I Created My Own World Away from People"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"dev95-3169726597\" class=\"dev95-- dev95-entity-placement\"><script async=\"async\" data-cfasync=\"false\" src=\"https:\/\/pl27862732.effectivecpmnetwork.com\/2ad7a50e0bbc23ac6801d7b77c501463\/invoke.js\"><\/script>\r\n<div id=\"container-2ad7a50e0bbc23ac6801d7b77c501463\"><\/div><\/div>\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By the Author \/ Source: <a href=\"https:\/\/abuaram.site\/\">abuaram.site<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I abandoned friendships back in my adolescence and never once felt the desire to befriend anyone. I retreated into isolation from the age of fourteen until my early twenties, where my only companions were glasses of wine and spirits. I underwent injectable treatment for two months and settled on a monthly injection for schizophrenia for several years. I felt normal. For two years, I built friendships with drinking and hashish buddies; we would hang out, get drunk weekly, smoke a little hashish, and travel and wander across the State of Israel.<\/p><div id=\"dev95-2492659463\" class=\"dev95- dev95-entity-placement\"><center>\r\n<script>\r\n  atOptions = {\r\n    'key' : '4ba6b6513c00e0ba76511f798ae56401',\r\n    'format' : 'iframe',\r\n    'height' : 50,\r\n    'width' : 320,\r\n    'params' : {}\r\n  };\r\n<\/script>\r\n<script src=\"https:\/\/www.highperformanceformat.com\/4ba6b6513c00e0ba76511f798ae56401\/invoke.js\"><\/script>\r\n\r\n\t<\/center><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I felt completely normal. I decided to get married and to stop my treatment altogether. A few months after quitting treatment, I turned on all my friends, feeling paranoid and unsettled around them. I immediately cut off the last of my friends\u2014a decision that stands to this day, twelve years later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I no longer want any treatment, even though I occasionally feel a sorrow in my heart\u2014a tightness in my chest\u2014over my current life. There is an ancient pain buried deep in my subconscious, which is the root of any distress or harm in my present life. In my conscious mind, I want neither new treatment nor new friends. The companionship of my wife and children, my life with them, the company of spirits and glasses of wine, staying away from people, and remaining in solitude are more than enough for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am content with what I do and excel at online right now. 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