{"id":1135,"date":"2026-08-28T10:04:05","date_gmt":"2026-08-28T10:04:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dev95.site\/?p=1135"},"modified":"2026-08-28T10:04:16","modified_gmt":"2026-08-28T10:04:16","slug":"between-the-burden-of-illness-and-purity-of-soul-the-memoir-of-a-heart-untainted-by-malice","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dev95.site\/ar\/between-the-burden-of-illness-and-purity-of-soul-the-memoir-of-a-heart-untainted-by-malice\/","title":{"rendered":"Between the Burden of Illness and Purity of Soul: The Memoir of a Heart Untainted by Malice"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"dev95-2781637070\" class=\"dev95-- dev95-entity-placement\"><script async=\"async\" data-cfasync=\"false\" src=\"https:\/\/pl27862732.effectivecpmnetwork.com\/2ad7a50e0bbc23ac6801d7b77c501463\/invoke.js\"><\/script>\r\n<div id=\"container-2ad7a50e0bbc23ac6801d7b77c501463\"><\/div><\/div>\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By the Author \/ Source: <a href=\"https:\/\/abuaram.site\/\">abuaram.site<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Throughout my harsh life and the bitter trials I endured\u2014amidst all the complexities, my helplessness, weakness, failures, and despair, along with my longing for a different life and the constant urge to work and earn, only to fail\u2014I never once harbored malice, envy, or resentment. 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My heart remained filled with goodness, light, and peace toward it all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Even during periods of illness, I would ask myself how to break free from my condition, believing there had to be a way to heal my mind and soul, restore my sanity, and fulfill my desire to be free of psychiatric medications\u2014which I resisted. Yet, I never succumbed to malicious despair or a victim mindset; in the end, I met it all with quiet acceptance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All my life, I felt a compelling urge to earn money, yet I earned very little. Many of my projects failed\u2014undertaken when I lacked the clarity and knowledge to sustain and build them properly. I launched them out of naivety, during moments of illness and vulnerability when I was entirely unprepared for such ventures. Yet, I never gave up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Had there been no internet or remote work to feed this drive, I would have started my own venture in complete isolation, in a world far removed from the digital age. I am someone who cannot survive without work, a craft, or a talent to practice; being useless goes entirely against my nature. The desire to work, succeed, and acquire knowledge to the absolute fullest extent is deeply rooted in my mind and character.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At the same time, I am content with very little. I have no ambition beyond what is necessary; I appreciate the small things and value what I have. I know that if I were to get my dream house far from the noise of life, I might eventually crave a home in a bustling city, and vice versa. I realize that inner peace must be anchored and maintained anywhere. 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