By the Author / Source: abuaram.site
It has been a week since I started taking my medication at its full dose. During this period, all the voices in my head—the voices of schizophrenia—had stopped. However, yesterday, those spirits became restless once again. I felt specific pathways being activated in my brain, and they tormented me all night long. I could barely get a moment of sleep due to their constant disturbance.
There was a post mentioning intelligence agencies, the police, and a few other people; yesterday, they punished me because of a Facebook post. I was completely sedated and extremely drowsy, and I was supposed to sleep naturally, but they did not allow me to. They tell me: “We govern the human system. We decide what humans must do. We are above all governments.”
What power do humans hold over these spiritual entities? Yesterday, they completely bypassed the effect of the medication in my brain. They activated specific points in my mind to initiate their magical world with me. Yet, they are generally satisfied with me because I take my medication, and my mind remains normal, stable, and relatively calm.
The medications I take seem to appease them; I feel they protect me from trouble and react if I am exposed to danger or harm. However, they do not tolerate my mistakes—every mistake comes with a punishment. They feel comfortable and reassured as long as my mind is stable, my psyche is balanced, and I am calm. I wonder: what can humans do regarding these entities, or are they completely powerless to interfere with their actions upon human beings?
Why do these entities boast about their connections to secret intelligence agencies and high-level governmental systems? Why are they so eager to keep secret matters from being revealed? And why do most schizophrenia patients around the world speak of a link between these entities and secret intelligence agencies? Furthermore, what is the nature of their connection to negative energy?
I was engaged in long rounds of conversations, and they even brought forward spiritual duplicates of real people who spoke with me as well.
Finally, yesterday, after three to four hours of trying to sleep, another spirit issued a command to the spirits gathered above my head, saying: “Let him sleep.” They all left, silence prevailed, and I fell into a deep sleep until the following morning!
What can humans possibly do about this? Perhaps they are spirits of God, deities, or something of that nature—no one can defeat them! Even though numerous spirits speak to me, this might be driven by divine magic, or perhaps they are something akin to God as well. A single entity? Or nothing of the sort? What is their true reality, anyway?
Is there really no one among humans who can offer anything concrete regarding them?! Or stop them from intruding into my life, harming me, and leaving me in peace?!
